Here was what I wrote as my New Year resolution for the year 2006:

1. to find a good job and settle down in my new life as a working individual.

Yup, I found a job. Two jobs in fact in a short span of a year. It was a traumatic transition, but I guess I survived it, or so it seems. Nevertheless, this current job appears have more prospects as compared to my previous one. Well, we'll see...

2. give mum, dad and my brother a good treat when I get my first paycheck.

I did give little treats here and there but no real big treat yet. Gotta get down to thinking about it... :P

3. lose 4 kgs.4. seek membership in those places where they offer unlimited workout courses including dance and areobics classes for a single price package.

Total and utter failure. Gained weight instead of losing weight. Didn't join any dance and aerobics class. But I did get my ass down to joining a Spanish language class (clase de Espanol)...

5. hope cupid will finally notice me.

I think Cupid did strike an arrow at me, but not at him. Anyway, it ended before it even remotely began so nope, no luck this year yet again. This was quoted by Funn in her website and I'm gonna quote it here again - I repulse men. I never had anyone expressing like for me ever since I knew what love was about. Only crushes, no relationships. Man, there really is something horribly wrong with me...

People say that my expectations are high. But really, as I tell them, there just isn't anyone there to choose from anyway. Talk about expectations only when u have guys queueing up to get a date with you.

6. be more confident of own physical appearance if I dun manage to lose weight but instead gain weight.

Nah, I think it will never happen. I'm not as conscious of my weight now but it still bothers me... What can I do??? Now with this thyroid problem my weight is gonna yo-yo again...

7. conquer my fear of roads and finally start driving. Alone.

Nope, never happened...

8. make a good show out of Chadian 7 - Colours of my Rainbow.

Success!!!

9. keep in contact with good friends.

Utter failure again. Recently I have a feeling that people hate me. Maybe I just keep doing the wrong things.

As you would have known by now, I'm a social failure...

10. learn to let go of things, learn to be happier and more optimistic and not dwell on my misfortunes and think that people are simply out to trample on me. Must also convince self that people are not evil and sadistic by nature and to save some hope for mankind.

This will still be my 2007 resolution. Save yet some more hope for mankind. Are we even worth hoping for???


Resolutions 2007 coming up!