One day, one family friend took a glance at me and exclaimed, "so many white hair!!!"

Yup, guess the stress has just been building and I desperate need a vacation.

I'm planning a trip to Spain and possibly Italy early next year! Anyone interested???

Anyway, not only is work stressful, my night job is stressful too. What night job, you ask? I'm involved in a play again.

WHAT??? AGAIN???

Yup, and have been regretting a little since, actually, cos out of some moment's of stupidy I actually agreed to act.

I've acted on stage before, but the last I stepped on that stage was actually 4 years ago. All of sudden my enunciation mattered, my weakness for breaking into giggles at even the tinest joke and worst of all, my inability to memorize stuff have all made this into a very daunting task for me. And the performance is next month!!!

This performance is actually one small part of an even larger performance called The ReUnion, which really is a night of performances by most of the alumni cultural groups in AJC, including Chinese Orchestra, Modern Dance, Choir and Guitar. CLDDS is one of it.

The irony is, however, of all the groups CLDDS s probably the most under-achieving one... I mean, all the other groups have impressive credentials to their names - SYF Gold, overseas performances, multiple awards at various national and international events. But CLDDS... hmm.. to tell you the truth, we don' have much to boast about...

Ok, I'm beng pessimistic here, but looking at the performances of the rest compared to mine it's just...

Like I told my co-actors (who are actually those who worked with me during last year's Colour of my Rainbow), I'm not too worried about them cos I know their abilities and I know that they'll do well this time. The only one I'm worried about is me.

Sigh....