I've been doing a bit of thinking about this but frankly nothing much came out of my battered mind. Here are some though...

1) To be more hardworking. I realized that I have been slacking too much lately. Must do more research on therapies, do better therapies, and make sure my therapies have a positive outcome. Right now I'm doing therapies without any good outcomes, and I feel that it's my training officers who are doing a much better job than me at behaviour management. I wanna take more courses but my head doesn't allow cos he says that I'm not a confirmed staff yet. Yet my peers who joined the organization at the same time as me who has the same probation period is allowed to take this expensive course. Think he must be thinking that if he allows me to go for course now I will quit before my probation is up and leave them with a deficit cos that was probably what happened in my previous job.

2) To start doing my research on doing a Masters course overseas. Most probably in Australia, Perth or Melbourne. I'll be going nowhere without a Masters. And I really feel that I am still inadequate in my job so I desperately need to upgrade.

3) Be more pro-active in friendships and relationships. Must learn to suck-up to the right people, must learn to be more sensitive, more caring and more self-sacrificing. Must learn not to be stingy with money, must learn not to show my displeasure to my friends even if I feel compromised, or else I'll be left with no more friends. Must learn to flirt, and must learn to be a woman and not stay in this childish state anymore.

4) Be less greedy and eat more healthily. Exercise more too.

That's what I can think of right now.

My wishes for the new year? Here are some:

1) As cliche as it may sound, I definitely wish for world peace. I also wish for peace in my family, in my work and in my life.

2) I wish that I can lose more weight in the new year.

3) I wish that my thyroid problem will completely go away, especially since I'm starting on TCM now.

4) I wish that cupid will try his aiming skills again. Like my intellectually disabled clients I too yearn for companionship to fill the emotional void. Sometimes I shudder to think how it will be like when I am old and there's no one to go the through the last journey with me...

5) No more pimples!!!

6) I wish that I can at least speak simple Spanish and understand at least the gist of what people are saying without English translation.